The Grand Symphony

Symphony Orchestra | Department of Music | Case Western Reserve University

I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
John 10:10


Imagine a large orchestra made up of strings, brass, woodwind and percussion instruments.

In the first row, the strings: the violinists, the cello, and the double bass. They begin to play, except, the violinist is playing the melody of one song, while the cello is playing another. And the double bass is simply making up a new tune on the spot.

In the second row, the brass: the trumpeters begin to blow wildly to their own rhythm. The french horn is doing some sort of ascending and descending melody. The tuba just appears to be blowing whenever it feels like. We have yet to hear the cornet take up its rightful place amidst the competing sounds.

In the third row, the woodwind: the clarinet player has not changed its key once. The oboe and flute appear to be playing in opposite pitches from one another. The saxophone is off on a wild melody of staggering notes.

All of the percussion instruments appear to be haphazardly sounding at whim. And even though from time to time in their randomness, they appear to produce something that gives the sense of a beautiful sound that ‘could be’, all hope is quickly extinguished by a bombardment of excruciatingly painful notes that follow. A dysfunctional melody overwhelms the few and sparse glimpses of something delightful.

Question: Is that something that you would enjoy listening to?

Do you think you could ever get used to such an awful sound?

Do you think that after a sufficient amount of time you might actually begin to consider this wild catastrophe as beautiful?

If you answered ‘no’ to all of those questions, then I wonder sometimes why some of us who would so easily identify awful tuning in a symphony, are not so apt to identify what the melody of our lives and the world around us is playing back to us?

If we started on a macro scale, we’d immediately see that everything in our universe requires a divine fine tuning in order to be just right to allow for – and to sustain – life. The distance of the sun and moon in relation to the Earth; the rotation of the Earth; the distance Earth is from other planets and how those other planets along with us orbit the sun, even the specific quantities of the bare elements – all must continually operate with precise exactness in order for there to even exist life on Earth.

Then we narrow in to just the systems within our own planet alone. The cycles of nature; photosynthesis, pollination, the times set for sowing and for reaping; a time for watering and a time for sunshine; all operating in perfect collaboration with each other for animals, birds, and human beings to sustain life.

Narrow in just a little closer and you see society. Children receiving education; visionaries are envisioning; tilling of the soil, farmers are farming. Police officers protecting; builders building; labourers working the land to harvest all that it yields, from minerals to water to vegetables to metals; business opening; employers employing.

Move in just a bit closer and you see families. Father’s are instructing and living with integrity to their teaching. Mothers are loving, nurturing and accepting. Brothers are supportive with mutual love and serving one another sacrificially. Sisters inspire beauty, overflowing with intelligence, and support without fail.

Now look at the individual. A person must be in harmony within themselves. The spirit, soul and body must be in agreement. Our true selves hidden deep within us and our thoughts and emotions that are framed by and regard these realities on a day to day basis must be lived out in the body by act of the will in order to be at peace.

But certainly, this is not the only reality that exists in the world we live in, is it?

Instead, starting from the level of our individual humanity, we see something starkly different, don’t we…

We see a mankind that is constantly at war even within himself (or herself.) We see a breakdown in our spiritual alliances. Some individuals profess God, others profess Satan. Some individuals worship angels, the dead, or the living. Some individuals profess nothing at all. Diseases erodes the living and death is the fate of us all. Some have mental illnesses and are attacked by their own minds. Some have physiological ailments and are attacked by their own bodies.

And as for families, there are parents who molest their children. Fathers who have chosen ambitions over responsibility. Mothers who have chosen forbidden pleasures outside of marriage over the husband of her youth. Brothers who never speak to one another. Sisters who hate one another. Families who commit atrocities together.

In society, some steal and take what they want. Some pastors preach what they do not practice. Some employers cut grave corners that put many lives at risk for the sake of financial gains. Some organizations view members as currency and pawns in their twisted and depraved moves to acquire more power, or stature, or significance.

In nature, glacier’s melt. Earthquakes quake the earth; tsunamis wipe out entire cities; volcanoes erupt and make islands uninhabitable.

Within our universe, asteroids collide with planets. The light of the star’s extinguishes over time. Black holes threaten the very laws of physics. 

It appears that the truest reality of this temporary life on Earth is that even though we all possess the ability to carry within our hearts a heavenly vision for what we believe life ‘ought’ to look like, more often than not, due to something that seems to be far beyond our power to control or change, everything appears to have fallen significantly short from what we expect it to be.

So when someone tells me that they don’t believe in sin and its resulting effect of death, I often find the same person hard-pressed to explain why the symphony of life on every single level known to mankind, appears to be playing gravely out of key, all the while with us all carrying expectations and a vision for how we think it ought to play out in its perfection.

If this were not true, we would not think suicide was something that we needed to encourage people against. Instead, we would say, ‘you do what you think is right.’

And if it were not so, we would not be let down when our father’s run out on their families. Or mother’s selfishly neglect their infant children. Or we see siblings despising one another. We would simply surmise, ‘oh well, every choice is equally valid.’ 

And we wouldn’t see any reason to plant a tree, or preserve clean waters. I mean, we didn’t put them there in the first place, who are we to try to preserve them now? Where would even have gotten the idea that they were worth tending to or preserving?

We would care neither here nor there about whether the sun was to collide with the earth and end our existence, or if an asteroid were to hit our earth and end every one of our lives today.

Life.

We seem to think in the innermost parts of our being that it’s worthy of more. 

The universe, nature, community, families, and even an individual life appears to have great significance in our practical estimations.

Jesus Christ represents a solution to a problem we all have but seem unable to admit exists long enough to benefit from.

He said that the very things that have caused this disturbance in the harmony of our symphony is due to sin, which is the very thing that He also came to correct.

Here’s a definition of sin that you might not be accustomed to, “to miss the mark.”

So every time something as fragile as a newborn life is conceived with deformities, to something as cataclysmic as a hurricane with flooding wipes out a country, instead of asking, ‘where’s God?’ what we should instead be saying is, ‘there is the evidence of the wretched effects of sin’s existence upon our world.’

We, along with everything in the whole universe are the proof that we’re searching for to explain the disparity between God’s intentions in design, and what we’ve gotten here instead.

I share this because i realize that if we can first begin to properly identify the correct source of the dysfunction within the orchestra of life, then maybe, just maybe…

We might actually have a hope for finding the God intended solution He has also given for it.


Which is the same reason why I never cease to implore you,

Trust 👑 Jesus!

The StreetStylin’ Album – LYRICS

Track 1 – Satan’s Defeat

Intro

Right out the gate,

Imma spit to you straight like,

Verse 1

Classic!

Autotuned off – call me rabbit

Eight miles left then it’s magic!

Oh, how nostalgic–

Ol man’s dead – that’s our fate

Til you see me risin’ up from the casket

New life is blastin’

Back from the dead and I’m laughin

Got wit me tunes I’m amassin’

Drumlines are fashioned

After the heart of our King

Who was dyin’ for our sins with a passion

Takin’ you back when

Ol’ heads bump to a track

New heads crewed up just to sit back

On our block tough talks was quick to get slapped

But not for a beef – so our peace was in tact

I was molded by heads – who honoured the code

Never tested the logic – just stuck to the mold

But as I reflected on days of our old

The logic defected; the lies would unfold

Now the days of our youth’s like a black wind

Darkened reason, the block’s in a backspin

Scratch the past from this awkward transaction

Hopes never better for the future our past gives

What the glory is slowly revealin’

Things are changin’ – These heartaches are healin’

And I’m praying for the vibes to reveal Him

Watch as they blast through the ceiling!

Chorus

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah wan fi go try another way

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah gwaan like dem inna higher grade

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah wan fi go try another way

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah gwaan…

Verse 2

Tragic

Truth is unearthed – yet we’re passive

Because it hasn’t made it to tacit

Wait til the matchs’ lit

Block in your brain with the pain

Yo I’m telling you what’s holding you captive

Dude this is drastic

Casting away dirty habits

And reading for ourselves in the passage

Sheddin our ashes

Beauty remains in the casket

But we can never see what we haven’t….

First we die then we digress to true state

Multiply what we rise up to re-lay

See my mind now ascends to a true space – dudes gettin’ high try to move me to new fates

I’m uncouth like a boot in a prom dress

But you can tell from my youth – there’s been progress

Now I aim for the fruit of my God’s best

Watch as we tread over serpents!

Chorus (x2)

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah wan fi go try another way

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah gwaan like dem inna higher grade

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah wan fi go try another way

I say…

Nuff ah dem ah see how we ah stay

An ah nuff ah dem ah gwaan…

Track 2 – Gully Intervention

Intro

Yo

Meh see ah nuff ah dem ah still na undastand

Suh meh haffi tell dem again

Chorus (x2)

Blaze up ah chat

Raise up de Rock

Tell dem seh me mus give praise to de top

Grace whe we got

Satan we knock

Tell dem seh weh mus give praise to we God

Verse 1

I say…

Streets nah easy so meh zeeit

Nuff man par like gangsta on da reals

Nuff heart ‘trong na rampa wit de steel

Bwoy get stressed – dem quick fi bruk de seal

Evil leaks upon yuh heel

Nuff man nah get answah for a meal

Nuff man walk get trample by de deal

Youth dem play by Satan policy

Watch meh watch and so meh zeeit

Pride get flexed complex humilities

Mind nah checked ah vex up unities

Rides man blessed so Lex is what we seek

Next is sex fi how fi deal

Press dem cheques so chicks ah wan fi creep

Cheap acceptance flex so we cya feel

Suh tell me, how do we do-it?

Chorus (x2)

Blaze up ah chat

Raise up de Rock

Tell dem seh me mus give praise to de top

Grace whe we got

Satan we knock

Tell dem seh weh mus give praise to we God

Verse 2

I prayed…

Sweet surrender suh meh zeeit

Basic sense – mus check for all de needs

Seeds get planted wide inna we fields

Fields get ripe its time tuh get ah piece

Cheap excitement – dat na real

Right we life and teach I man fi do-it

Lead them Piper’ – light dem unta zeal

Read and write na type; dem man ah speak

Nightly guide we like a sheep

Care we rightly- lead we unta peace

Mind we – so we – find we way fi reach

Lives that lead we mind beyond da streets

Help we see wha Youah zeeit

Lift we sights to high beyond we peep

Lives that rightly hype Yuh in yah deeds

Meh tell yuh we ga do-it…

Chorus (x4)

Blaze up ah chat

Raise up de Rock

Tell dem seh me mus give praise to de top

Grace whe we got

Satan we knock

Tell dem seh weh mus give praise to we God

Outro:

I say…

Track 3 – The Idol of Fear

Intro

Yea

Do you see it now?

Verse 1

These streets are full of entertainers

Blocks never changin’

Hard like the pavement

Watch what you chasin

Dude’s off the deep are the root imitators

Shapin’ the streets attitude usin’ casings

Summoned ekklesia

Called to engage em’

Start of my speech – lead em back to the Savior

Gather the sheep ‘fore this evil pervades them

Binding the weak through these systems of baalism

Church’ got a problem

Kingdom’s are warring

Only our God’s got an answer to solve em

Which one you choose will decide how it falls when

You put yuh all in

Take up your armour

Sound the alarm kid

What’s goin on is

Most of these cats just don’t know who to war with

Imagine a weapon in the hands of a novice

That’s what we got here

Children with targets

First let me caution

Sin has been pardoned

No one should battle from a place fearing losses

So let’s resolve this

Deep in our hearts its

Difficult to see cause of the tree – but you got this

This is the Gospel

No longer hostile

Death is swallowed up in life – cause He bought us

Now we’re livin’ from a place that’s victorious

That’s what the cross is

Payment for all this

Chorus (x2)

Man ah gwaan like dem ah real bad man

Dem a walk certain ways ‘cause them fear na dun

And dem heart can’t change til’ de tears start run

Cause dem can’t see Him face til Him grace start bun

Verse 2

Lesson two is like a whole new perspective your brain can begin to believe til’ the check clears

But it’s gotta penetrate through our deafness and reach past our ears to the depths where our chest is

‘Cause the Spirit’s intercession is breathless – the secret is God doesn’t live in our vestments

‘Cause He came to live among us the best is – The God of the heavens and Earth is my best friend

He’s the God who has felt our pain

Bound to this flesh

Yet so humble He came

Cast away our authority and reign

And chose for ourselves –

How we’d like to be saved

But when He’s up on the cross hear the heart plea

Still He cries out “forgive them it’s on me”

What kinda love does it take to regard these?

That’s why He’s worthy exalted!

Hey!

Chorus (x3)

Man ah gwaan like dem ah real bad man

Dem a walk certain ways ‘cause them fear na dun

And dem heart can’t change til’ de tears start run

Cause dem can’t see Him face til Him grace start bun

Last chorus

Man ah gwaan like dem ah real bad man

Dem a walk certain ways ‘cause them fear na dun

And dem heart can’t change til’ de tears start run

Cause dem can’t see Him face

Track 4 – The Guests

Intro

Hey yo…

Nuff ah dem tink seh dem ah smartah

Suh meh haffi tell dem…

Chorus

Meh tell dem..

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it in ya heart

Jus ah

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it ..

Verse 1

My directive

Choose to respect this

Youths heed the checklist

Roots need perspective

Truth is ah bless ting

We didn’t get this

‘Cause “we’re the bestest”

We were selected

So He predestined

Moved us to check Him

Drew us effective

Grew ‘cause we get this

Now that we get this

Don’t disrespect heads

Or let pride prevent us

From spreadin the message

This is upsettin’

Tryna correct us

Regarding the necess-

Itties like their desperate

Calling it guesses

Or something that messes –

With logic; incredulous

Skippin’ the steps to it

Peep what I’m pressin’

Realness is reppin’

I preach what is tested

And bleed from the chest wid it

Now those who get this

Can reach for their textes

And see what I’m stressin’

And welcome the guest in.

Chorus

Meh tell dem..

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it in ya heart

Jus ah

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it ..

Verse 2

My election:

A time that was set when

The King who knows all

Had determined to check in

First He would smash all the idols

my heart and my head

Had subjected Him to

And erected

Then as He cleansed out the temple

My soul; He’d recycle

Renewing my life

And my mental

So I could lift up the fame

Of the Sovereign God

Who alone owns the title

Of Best Man.

Check this next thing

Of primary importance

The depths of His kindness

The proof of His blessing

Just as the text says

He’s wrapped up in flesh and

He died on the cross

For these pitiful wretches

Then when He raised up to life

He demolished the night

And He called us to live

Resurrected

Now He calls us His own

But the truth that we’ve learned

Is we’re servants

Extending protection

Chorus (x2)

Meh tell dem..

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it in ya heart

Jus ah

Praise God – fi de truth whe you have

From yuh dun know – seh yuh never knew-it from yuh smart

Him ah…

Grace all – wit de fruit from de start

But yuh dun know – fus Him had to bore it ..

Track 5 – Vanity

Intro

Yo

Nuff ah dem neva stop craven…

Meh haffi tell dem again…

Chorus

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Verse 1

I call this tune The Inspector

A life resurrector

The soul dialectic

So take it in.

I see how Satan rejected

And caused us to question

The reign of the blessed;

The Sovereign King

I placed these words here to prep us

And cause much reflection

Because this affects us

So let it in

And seek the guidance of helpers

The real – who respect us

Enough to correct us

So let’s begin

First there’s the papal protectors

These dudes who rejected

The truth of the text-es

And that’s a shame

Then there’s the cultures perspective 

Pursuits of our pleasures;

An endless endeavor –

We call it sin

Because the root of transgressions

Begins when desire evolves

Seeking blessings

in abject things

That’s when their power’s perfected

And that’s how they get us;

Dependency measures 

Chorus

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Verse 2

Now that your peepin’ the premise

And see what I’m stressin

I’m teachin to rest in Him

Break the chain (radio)

I’ll plant the seed through the lessons

Restoring the essence

But He rains incessant

To cause the grain

I’ll never cheapen his blessing

By teaching some lesser

Degree than the message

That Christ is King

So my appeal is a Test-ament 

Read and respect Him

And cleave unrelenting

It’s why He came

I know the vehq is impressing

And dudes seek the ‘next thing’

In endless procession

But what’s the end?

Accumulating the best things

We forfeit the treasures 

Of e-ternal measures

And that’s a shame

Cause what we’ll deeply regret is

We traded our souls for these temporal temptings

That never fills

But when we lay on our deathbeds

We’ll find what we stress is

We lived our whole lives in vain

Chorus x2

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust

Inchin’ ah yard

Nutin’ cyan give yuh all de tings whe yuh want

Meh see yuh heart cyant trust…

From meh see yuh heart cyant trust…

Track 6 – Street Life

Intro

Nah badda wit dem trend dem deh!

Chorus

Meh see ah nuff bwoy ah par – in de streets 

And dem a start bure war – in de streets

‘Cause dem ah want dem cyar – whe dem seeit

300 SLR – pun yuh cleet

‘Cause dem a buss bure shot – jus fi doit

And dem ah lef bure scar – when dem doit

Cause dem nah care who yuh are – when dem doit

Seh dem ah come too far – nah fi doit

Verse 1

You know the lie that the world’s for the takin’?

I think they lied ’cause this world’s for The Satan

That’s why they drive you to the strive for the chasin’ –

Watch how they blind you with minds ever-racin’

Now every dude’s in pursuit of a cheque

A gracious prize for the few who reject

The rest’ll ride to the chunes of their death

Facin’ demise in pursuit of respect

But there is more to this life if we’re seekin’

That’s why to die is the start of believin’

‘Cause you can rise to a whole other ceiling –

Lives that reflect our intention for being

I was a vile and impetuous heathen

But now I vibe to a life full of meaning

Not simply ridin’ for titles esteemin’ –

Things that’ll never provide what I’m needin’

Chorus

Meh see ah nuff bwoy ah par – in de streets 

And dem a start bure war – in de streets

‘Cause dem ah want dem cyar – whe dem seeit

300 SLR – pun yuh cleet

‘Cause dem a buss bure shot – jus fi doit

And dem ah lef bure scar – when dem doit

Cause dem nah care who yuh are – when dem doit

Seh dem ah come too far – nah fi doit

Verse 2

I see this world in a saddening state

Lost to our vanity; fueled by our hate

Left to ourselves we’d be doomed to our fate

So thankful to God for renewals embrace

I’ve also moved in pursuit of the cake –

If you’re ridin’ with me it was spiralling stakes

I’d ride through the streets flyin’ high from the Jakes

Then light up a beef in a duel for the take

But now I see how this violence was staged –

Our real enemy daily lies to our face

Survival of fittest is righteously praised

An ethic the streets daily preach and embrace

I’ll never rep for that mess since I’ve met Him

And yet I get how we formed that belief in

These carnal ways we express when we’re our need is – desperate – and yet – we’re without our repreivement

Chorus

Meh see ah nuff bwoy ah par – in de streets 

And dem a start bure war – in de streets

‘Cause dem ah want dem cyar – whe dem seeit

300 SLR – pun de creep

‘Cause dem a buss bure shot – jus fi doit

And dem ah lef bure scar – when dem doit

Cause dem nah care who yuh are – when dem doit

Seh dem ah come too far – nah fi doit

Meh see ah nuff bwoy ah par – in de streets 

And dem a start bure war – in de streets

‘Cause dem ah want dem cyar – whe dem seeit

300 SLR – pun de creep

‘Cause dem a buss bure shot – jus fi doit

And dem ah lef bure scar – when dem doit

Cause dem nah care who yuh are – when dem doit

Seh dem ah come too far – nah fi doit

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